Across the Years
Copyright© 2024 by Eleanor H. Porter
A New England Idol
The Hapgood twins were born in the great square house that set back from the road just on the outskirts of Fairtown. Their baby eyes had opened upon a world of faded portraits and somber haircloth furniture, and their baby hands had eagerly clutched at crystal pendants on brass candlesticks gleaming out of the sacred darkness that enveloped the parlor mantel.
When older grown they had played dolls in the wonderful attic, and made mud pies in the wilderness of a back yard. The garden had been a fairyland of delight to their toddling feet, and the apple trees a fragrant shelter for their first attempts at housekeeping.
From babyhood to girlhood the charm of the old place grew upon them, so much so that the thought of leaving it for homes of their own became distasteful to them, and they looked with scant favor upon the occasional village youths who sauntered up the path presumably on courtship bent.
The Reverend John Hapgood--a man who ruled himself and all about him with the iron rod of a rigid old-school orthodoxy--died when the twins were twenty; and the frail little woman who, as his wife, had for thirty years lived and moved solely because he expected breath and motion of her, followed soon in his footsteps. And then the twins were left alone in the great square house on the hill.
Miss Tabitha and Miss Rachel were not the only children of the family. There had been a son--the first born, and four years their senior. The headstrong boy and the iron rule had clashed, and the boy, when sixteen years old, had fled, leaving no trace behind him.
If the Reverend John Hapgood grieved for his wayward son the members of his household knew it not, save as they might place their own constructions on the added sternness to his eyes and the deepening lines about his mouth. “Paul,” when it designated the graceless runaway, was a forbidden word in the family, and even the Epistles in the sacred Book, bearing the prohibited name, came to be avoided by the head of the house in the daily readings. It was still music in the hearts of the women, however, though it never passed their lips; and when the little mother lay dying she remembered and spoke of her boy. The habit of years still fettered her tongue and kept it from uttering the name.
“If--he--comes--you know--if he comes, be kind--be good,” she murmured, her breath short and labored. “Don’t--punish,” she whispered--he was yet a lad in her disordered vision. “Don’t punish--forgive!”
Years had passed since then--years of peaceful mornings and placid afternoons, and Paul had never appeared. Each purpling of the lilacs in the spring and reddening of the apples in the fall took on new shades of loveliness in the fond eyes of the twins, and every blade of grass and tiny shrub became sacred to them.
On the 10th of June, their thirty-fifth birthday, the place never had looked so lovely. A small table laid with spotless linen and gleaming silver stood beneath the largest apple-tree, a mute witness that the ladies were about to celebrate their birthday--the 10th of June being the only day that the solemn dignity of the dining-room was deserted for the frivolous freedom of the lawn.
Rachel came out of the house and sniffed the air joyfully.
“Delicious!” she murmured. “Somehow, the 10th of June is specially fine every year.”
In careful, uplifted hands she bore a round frosted cake, always the chief treasure of the birthday feast. The cake was covered with the tiny colored candies so dear to the heart of a child. Miss Rachel always bought those candies at the village store, with the apology:--
“I want them for Tabitha’s birthday cake, you know. She thinks so much of pretty things.”
Tabitha invariably made the cake and iced it, and as she dropped the bits of colored sugar into place, she would explain to Huldy, who occasionally “helped” in the kitchen:--
“I wouldn’t miss the candy for the world--my sister thinks so much of it!”
So each deceived herself with this pleasant bit of fiction, and yet had what she herself most wanted.
Rachel carefully placed the cake in the center of the table, feasted her eyes on its toothsome loveliness, then turned and hurried back to the house. The door had scarcely shut behind her when a small, ragged urchin darted in at the street gate, snatched the cake, and, at a sudden sound from the house, dashed out of sight behind a shrub close by.
The sound that had frightened the boy was the tapping of the heels of Miss Tabitha’s shoes along the back porch. The lady descended the steps, crossed the lawn and placed a saucer of pickles and a plate of dainty sandwiches on the table.
“Why, I thought Rachel brought the cake,” she said aloud. “It must be in the house; there’s other things to get, anyway. I’ll go back.”
Again the click of the door brought the small boy close to the table. Filling both hands with sandwiches, he slipped behind the shrub just as the ladies came out of the house together. Rachel carried a small tray laden with sauce and tarts; Tabitha, one with water and steaming tea. As they neared the table each almost dropped her burden.
“Why, where’s my cake?”
“And my sandwiches?”
“There’s the plate it was on!” Rachel’s voice was growing in terror.
“And mine, too!” cried Tabitha, with distended eyes fastened on some bits of bread and meat--all that the small brown hands had left.
“It’s burglars--robbers!” Rachel looked furtively over her shoulder.
“And all your lovely cake!” almost sobbed Tabitha.
“It--it was yours, too,” said the other with a catch in her voice. “Oh, dear! What can have happened to it? I never heard of such a thing--right in broad daylight!” The sisters had long ago set their trays upon the ground and were now wringing their hands helplessly. Suddenly a small figure appeared before them holding out four sadly crushed sandwiches and half of a crumbling cake.
“I’m sorry--awful sorry! I didn’t think--I was so hungry. I’m afraid there ain’t very much left,” he added, with rueful eyes on the sandwiches.
“No, I should say not!” vouchsafed Rachel, her voice firm now that the size of the “burglar” was declared. Tabitha only gasped.
The small boy placed the food upon the empty plates, and Rachel’s lips twitched as she saw that he clumsily tried to arrange it in an orderly fashion.
“There, ma’am, --that looks pretty good!” he finally announced with some pride.
Tabitha made an involuntary gesture of aversion. Rachel laughed outright; then her face grew suddenly stern.
“Boy, what do you mean by such actions?” she demanded.
His eyes fell, and his cheeks showed red through the tan.
“I was hungry.”
“But didn’t you know it was stealing?” she asked, her face softening.
“I didn’t stop to think--it looked so good I couldn’t help takin’ it.” He dug his bare toes in the grass for a moment in silence, then he raised his head with a jerk and stood squarely on both feet. “I hain’t got any money, but I’ll work to pay for it--bringin’ wood in, or somethin’.”
“The dear child!” murmured two voices softly.
“I’ve got to find my folks, sometime, but I’ll do the work first. Mebbe an hour’ll pay for it--’most!”--He looked hopefully into Miss Rachel’s face.
“Who are your folks?” she asked huskily.
By way of answer he handed out a soiled, crumpled envelope for her inspection on which was written, “Reverend John Hapgood.”
“Why--it’s father!”
“What!” exclaimed Tabitha.
Her sister tore the note open with shaking fingers.
“It’s from--Paul!” she breathed, hesitating a conscientious moment over the name. Then she turned her startled eyes on the boy, who was regarding her with lively interest.
“Do I belong to you?” he asked anxiously.
“I--I don’t know. Who are you--what’s your name?”
“Ralph Hapgood.”
Tabitha had caught up the note and was devouring it with swift-moving eyes.
“It’s Paul’s boy, Rachel,” she broke in, “only think of it--Paul’s boy!” and she dropped the bit of paper and enveloped the lad in a fond but tearful embrace.
He squirmed uneasily.
“I’m sorry I eat up my own folks’s things. I’ll go to work any time,” he suggested, trying to draw away, and wiping a tear splash from the back of his hand on his trousers.
But it was long hours before Ralph Hapgood was allowed to “go to work.” Tears, kisses, embraces, questions, a bath, and clean clothes followed each other in quick succession--the clothes being some of his own father’s boyhood garments.
His story was quickly told. His mother was long since dead, and his father had written on his dying bed the letter that commended the boy-- so soon to be orphaned--to the pity and care of his grandparents. The sisters trembled and changed color at the story of the boy’s hardships on the way to Fairtown; and they plied him with questions and sandwiches in about equal proportions after he told of the frequent dinnerless days and supperless nights of the journey.
That evening when the boy was safe in bed--clean, full-stomached, and sleepily content the sisters talked it over. The Reverend John Hapgood, in his will, had cut off his recreant son with the proverbial shilling, so, by law, there was little coming to Ralph. This, however, the sisters overlooked in calm disdain.
“We must keep him, anyhow,” said Rachel with decision.
“Yes, indeed, --the dear child!”
“He’s twelve, for all he’s so small, but he hasn’t had much schooling. We must see to that--we want him well educated,” continued Rachel, a pink spot showing in either cheek.
“Indeed we do--we’ll send him to college! I wonder, now, wouldn’t he like to be a doctor?”
“Perhaps,” admitted the other cautiously, “or a minister.”
“Sure enough--he might like that better; I’m going to ask him!” and she sprang to her feet and tripped across the room to the parlor-bedroom door. “Ralph,” she called softly, after turning the knob, “are you asleep?”
“Huh? N-no, ma’am.” The voice nearly gave the lie to the words.
“Well, dear, we were wondering--would you rather be a minister or a doctor?” she asked, much as though she were offering for choice a peach and a pear.
“A doctor!” came emphatically from out of the dark--there was no sleep in the voice now. “I’ve always wanted to be a doctor.”
“You shall, oh, you shall!” promised the woman ecstatically, going back to her sister; and from that time all their lives were ordered with that one end in view.
The Hapgood twins were far from wealthy. They owned the homestead, but their income was small, and the added mouth to fill--and that a hungry one--counted. As the years passed, Huldy came less and less frequently to help in the kitchen, and the sisters’ gowns grew more and more rusty and darned.
Ralph, boylike, noticed nothing--indeed, half the year he was away at school; but as the time drew near for the college course and its attendant expenses, the sisters were sadly troubled.
“We might sell,” suggested Tabitha, a little choke in her voice.
Rachel started.