Chapter 4: Nest-Building

It is so much easier to say than to do. But nothing in the experience of either Burke Denby or of Helen, his wife, had demonstrated this fact for them. Quite unprepared, therefore, and with confident courage, they proceeded to pass from the saying to the doing.

True, in the uncompromising sunlight of the next morning, the world did look a bit larger, a shade less easily conquerable; and a distinctly unpleasant feeling of helplessness assailed both husband and wife. Yet with a gay “Now we’ll go house-hunting right away so as to save paying here!” from Helen, and an adoring “You darling—but it’s a burning shame!” from Burke, the two sallied forth, after the late hotel breakfast.

The matter of selecting the new home was not a difficult one—at first. They decided at once that, if they could not have an apartment in the Reddington Chambers, they would prefer a house. “For,” Burke said, “as for being packed away like sardines in one of those abominable little cheap flat-houses, I won’t!” So a house they looked for at the start. And very soon they found what Helen said was a “love of a place”—a pretty little cottage with a tiny lawn and a flower-bed.

“And it’s so lucky it’s for rent,” she exulted. “For it’s just what we want, isn’t it, dearie?”

“Y-yes; but—”

“Why, Burke, don’t you like it? I think it’s a dear! Of course it isn’t like your father’s house. But we can’t expect that.”

“Expect that! Great Scott, Helen, —we can’t expect this!” cried the man.

“Why, Burke, what do you mean?”

“It’ll cost too much, dear, —in this neighborhood. We can’t afford it.”

“Oh, that’ll be all right. I’ll economize somewhere else. Come; it says the key is next door.”

“Yes, but, Helen, dearest, I know we can’t—” But “Helen, dearest,” was already halfway up the adjoining walk; and Burke, with a despairing glance at her radiant, eager face, followed her. There was, indeed, no other course open to him, as he knew, unless he chose to make a scene on the public thorough-fare—and Burke Denby did not like scenes.

The house was found to be as attractive inside as it was out; and Helen’s progress from room to room was a series of delighted exclamations. She was just turning to go upstairs when her husband’s third desperate expostulation brought her feet and her tongue to a pause.

“Helen, darling, I tell you we can’t!” he was exclaiming. “It’s out of the question.”

“Burke!” Her lips began to quiver. “And when you know how much I want it!”

“Sweetheart, don’t, please, make it any harder for me,” he begged. “I’d give you a dozen houses like this if I could—and you know it. But we can’t afford even this one. The rent is forty dollars. I heard her tell you when she gave you the key.”

“Never mind. We can economize other ways.”

“But, Helen, I only get sixty all told. We can’t pay forty for rent.”

“Oh, but, Burke, that leaves twenty, and we can do a lot on twenty. Just as if what we ate would cost us that! I don’t care for meat, anyhow, much. We’ll cut that out. And I hate grapefruit and olives. They cost a lot. Mrs. Allen was always having them, and—”

The distraught husband interrupted with an impatient gesture.

“Grapefruit and olives, indeed! And as if food were all of it! Where are our clothes and coal and—and doctor’s bills, and I don’t-know-what-all coming from? Why, great Scott, Helen, I smoke half that in a week, sometimes, —not that I shall now, of course,” he added hastily. “But, honestly, dearie, we simply can’t do it. Now, come, be a good girl, and let’s go on. We’re simply wasting time here.”

Helen, convinced at last, tossed him the key, with a teary “All right—take it back then. I shan’t! I know I should c-cry right before her!” The next minute, at sight of the abject woe and dismay on her husband’s face, she flung herself upon him with a burst of sobs.

“There, there, Burke, here I am, so soon, making a fuss because we can’t afford things! But I won’t any more—truly I won’t! I was a mean, horrid old thing! Yes, I was,” she reiterated in answer to his indignant denial. “Come, let’s go quick!” she exclaimed, pulling herself away, and lifting her head superbly. “I don’t want the old place, anyhow. Truly, I don’t!” And, with a dazzling smile, she reached out her hand and tripped enticingly ahead of him toward the door; while the man, bewildered, but enthralled by this extraordinary leap from fretful stubbornness to gay docility, hurried after her with an incoherent jumble of rapturous adjectives.

Such was Mr. and Mrs. Burke Denby’s first experience of home-hunting. The second, though different in detail, was similar in disappointment. So also were the third and the fourth experiences. Not, indeed, until the weary, distracted pair had spent three days in time, all their patience, and most of their good nature, did they finally arrive at a decision. And then their selection, alas, proved to be one of the despised tiny flats, in which, according to the unhappy young bridegroom, they were destined to be packed like sardines.

After all, it had been the “elegant mirror in the parlor,” and the “just grand” tiled and tessellated entrance, that had been the determining factors in the decision; for Burke, thankful that at last something within reach of his pocketbook had been found to bring a sparkle to his beloved’s eyes, had stifled his own horror at the tawdry cheapness of it all, and had given a consent that was not without a measure of relief born of the three long days of weary, well-nigh hopeless search.

Dalton, like most manufacturing towns of fifteen or twenty thousand souls, had all the diversity of a much larger place. There was West Hill, where were the pillared and porticoed residences of the pretentious and the pretending, set in painfully new, wide-sweeping, flower-bordered lawns; and there was Valley Street, a double line of ramshackle wooden buildings with broken steps and shutterless windows, where a blade of grass was a stranger and a flower unknown, save for perhaps a sickly geranium on a tenement window sill. There was Old Dalton, with its winding, tree-shaded streets clambering all over the slope of Elm Hill, where old colonial mansions, with an air of aloofness (borrowed quite possibly from their occupants), seemed ever to be withdrawing farther and farther away from plebeian noise and publicity. There was, of course, the mill district, where were the smoke-belching chimneys and great black buildings that meant the town’s bread and butter; and there were the adjoining streets of workmen’s houses, fitted to give a sensitive soul the horrors, so seemingly endless was the repetition of covered stoop and dormer window, always exactly the same, as far as eye could reach. There was, too, the bustling, asphalted, brick-blocked business center; and there were numerous streets of simple, pretty cottages, and substantial residences, among which, with growing frequency, there were beginning to appear the tall, many-windowed apartment houses, ranging all the way from the exclusive, expensive Reddington Chambers down to the flimsy structures like the one whose tawdry ornamentation had caught the fancy of Burke Denby’s village-bred wife.