Sandy
Copyright© 2024 by Alice Caldwell Hegan Rice
Chapter 22: At Willowvale
There was an early tea at Willowvale that evening, and Ruth sat at the big round table alone. Mrs. Nelson always went to bed when the time came for packing, and Carter was late, as usual.
Ruth was glad to be alone. She had passed through too much to be able to banish all trace of the storm. But though her eyes were red from recent tears, they were bright with anticipation. Sandy was coming back. That fact seemed to make everything right.
She leaned her chin on her palm and tried to still the beating of her heart. She knew he would come. Irresponsible, hot-headed, impulsive as he was, he had never failed her. She glanced impatiently at the clock.
“Miss Rufe, was you ever in love?” It was black Rachel who broke in upon her thoughts. She was standing at the foot of the table, her round, good-humored face comically serious.
“No-yes. Why, Rachel?” stammered Ruth.
“I was just axin’,” said Rachel, “‘cause if you been in love, you’d know how to read a love-letter, wouldn’t you, Miss Rufe?”
Ruth smiled and nodded.
“I got one from my beau,” went on Rachel, in great embarrassment; “but dat nigger knows I can’t read.”
“Where does he live?” asked Ruth.
“Up in Injianapolis. He drives de hearse.”
Ruth suppressed a smile. “I’ll read the love-letter for you,” she said.
Rachel sat down on the floor and began taking down her hair. It was divided into many tight braids, each of which was wrapped with a bit of shoe-string. From under the last one she took a small envelope and handed it to Ruth.
“Dat’s it,” she said. “I was so skeered I’d lose it I didn’t trust it no place ‘cept in my head.”
Ruth unfolded the note and read:
“DEAR RACHEL: I mean biznis if you mean biznis send me fore dollars to git a devorce.
“George.”
Rachel sat on the floor, with her hair standing out wildly and anxiety deepening on her face.
“I ain’t got but three dollars,” she said.
“I was gwine to buy my weddin’ dress wif dat.”
“But, Rachel,” protested Ruth, in laughing remonstrance, “he has one wife.”
“Yes,’m. Pete Lawson ain’t got no wife; but he ain’t got but one arm, neither. Whicht one would you take, Miss Rufe?”
“Pete,” declared Ruth. “He’s a good boy, what there is of him.”
“Well, I guess I better notify him to-night,” sighed Rachel; but she held the love-letter on her knee and regretfully smoothed its crumpled edges.
Ruth pushed back her chair from the table and crossed the wide hall to the library.
It was a large room, with heavy wainscoting, above which simpered or frowned a long row of her ancestors.
She stepped before the one nearest her and looked at it long and earnestly. The face carried no memory with it, though it was her father. It was the portrait of a handsome man in uniform, in the full bloom of a dissipated youth. Her mother had seldom spoken of him, and when she did her eyes filled with tears.
A few feet farther away hung a portrait of her grandfather, brave in a high stock and ruffled shirt, the whole light of a bibulous past radiating from the crimson tip of his incriminating nose.
Next him hung Aunt Elizabeth, supercilious, arrogant, haughty. Ruth recalled a tragic day of her past when she was sent to bed for climbing upon the piano and pasting a stamp on the red-painted lips.
She glanced down the long line: velvets, satins, jewels, and uniforms, and, above them all, the same narrow face, high-arched nose, brilliant dark eyes, and small, weak mouth.
On the table was a photograph of Carter. Ruth sighed as she passed it. It was a composite of all the grace, beauty, and weakness of the surrounding portraits.
She went to the fire and, sitting down on an ottoman, took two pictures from the folds of her dress. One was a miniature in a small old-fashioned locket. It was a grave, sweet, motherly face, singularly pure and childlike in its innocence. Ruth touched it with reverent fingers.
“They say I am like her,” she whispered to herself.
Then she turned to the other picture in her lap. It was a cheap photograph with an ornate border. Posed stiffly in a photographer’s chair, against a background which represented a frightful storm at sea, sat Sandy Kilday. His feet were sadly out of focus, and his head was held at an impossible angle by the iron rest which stood like a half-concealed skeleton behind him. He wore cheap store-clothes, and a turn-down collar which rested upon a ready-made tie of enormous proportions. It was a picture he had had taken in his first new clothes soon after coming to Clayton. Ruth had found it in an old book of Annette’s.
How crude and ludicrous the awkward boy looked beside the elegant figures on the walls about her! She leaned nearer the fire to get the light on the face, then she smiled with a sudden rush of tenderness.
The photographer had done his worst for the figure, but even an unskilled hand and a poor camera had not wholly obliterated the fineness of the face. Spirit, honor, and strength were all there. The eyes that met hers were as fine and fearless as her own, and the honest smile that hovered on his lips seemed to be in frank amusement at his own sorry self.
Ruth turned to see that the door was closed, then she put the picture to her cheek, which was crimson in the firelight, and with hesitating shyness gradually drew it to her lips and held it there.
A noise of wheels in the avenue brought her to her feet with a little start of joy. He had come, and she was possessed of a sudden desire to run away. But she waited, with glad little tremors thrilling her and her heart beating high. She was sure she heard wheels. She went to the window, and, shading her eyes, looked out. A buggy was standing at the gate, but no one got out.
A sudden apprehension seized her, and she hurried into the hail and opened the front door.
“Carter,” she called softly out into the night—”Carter, is it you?”
There was no answer, and she came back into the hall and closed the door. On each side of the door was a panel of leaded glass, and she pressed her face to one of the little square panes, and peered anxiously out. The light from the newel-post behind her emphasized the darkness, so that she could distinguish only the dim outline of the buggy.
Twice she touched the knob before she turned it again; then she resolutely gathered her long white dress in her hand, and passed down the broad stone steps. The wind blew sharply against her, and the pavement was cold to her slippered feet.
“Carter,” she called again and again—”Carter, is it you?”
At the gate her scant supply of courage failed. Some one was in the buggy, half lying, half sitting, with his face turned from her. She looked back to the light in the cabin, where the servants would hear if she called. Then the thought of any one else seeing Carter as she had seen him before drove the fear back, and she resolutely opened the gate and went forward.
At her first touch Carter started up wildly and pushed her from him. “You said you wouldn’t give me up; you promised,” he said.
“I know it, Carter. I’ll help you, dear. Don’t be so afraid! Nobody shall see you. Put your arm on my shoulder—there! Step down a little farther!”
With all her slight strength she supported and helped him, the keen wind blowing her long, thin dress about them both, and the lace falling back from her arms, leaving them bare to the elbow.
Half-way up the walk he broke away from her and cried out: “I’ll have to go away. It’s dangerous for me to stay here an hour.”
“Yes, Carter dear, I know. The doctor says it’s the climate. We are going early in the morning. Everything’s packed. See how cold I am getting out here! You’ll come in with me now, won’t you?”
Coaxing and helping him, she at last succeeded in getting him to bed. The blood on his handkerchief told its own story.
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