Sabrina
Copyright© 2026 by The Outsider
Chapter 21: Encounters
04 August 2018 – The United States Air Force Academy, Colorado Springs, Colorado
Sabrina’s two-deg year began with the event known as the Shuffle. USAFA reassigns incoming juniors to new cadet squadrons before the beginning of their third academic year to help prevent squadrons from stagnating. They reassigned Linda to Cadet Squadron Eighteen, the Nightriders, while Sabrina went to CS Thirty-Three, King Ratz, across the T-zo in Sijan Hall.
She met her new roommate when the Gallardos helped Sabrina move into her new room. Her fellow two-deg, Dina Metzger, looked less than thrilled to be rooming with a mutineer – THE mutineer – but said nothing about it. Dina did ask if they needed any help with Sabrina’s things, but like most cadets at the Academy, Sabrina had little to bring in.
“Where are you from?” Sabrina asked Dina once the Gallardos left.
“The Bronx,” the other woman answered in a disinterested tone.
Sabrina stood there with her hands on her hips for a moment, frowning. She turned to pull something from her duffle and then turned back to face her new roommate. Dina laughed out loud upon seeing Sabrina wearing a Red Sox hat.
“Well, won’t this be an interesting year?”
The mood of the room had changed in an instant. Sabrina pulled the hat off with a smile and tossed it into her closet.
“As long as you mind your place, yeah, we’ll be fine...”
“Shots fired! Shots fired!” Dina answered with renewed laughter. “When our teams meet in the playoffs – because you know they always do – I’ll do your laundry that week if the Sox manage to win. You doing my laundry that week because my Bombers won is more likely, of course.”
Sabrina blew a raspberry at her roommate.
“All right, Roomie, I have to ask ... Last year...?”
“Um, sucked?” Sabrina replied as she flopped onto her bunk. “There’s no other way to describe it. I was stuck between what I felt – and what I still feel – was the right thing to do, and the ingrained culture here. Oh, there was a tiny part of me that screamed, ’Just walk away!’ but I couldn’t do it.”
“I don’t know how you did any of it, Sabrina. I know how I reacted when you introduced yourself earlier, and I’m sorry. The thought of bucking the system as hard as you did still scares me a little. You, my dear, you have chutzpah for days!”
“Well, at least you don’t consider me a meshuggeneh any longer!”
“You do root for the Red Sox, so that remains to be seen.”
Four pairs of eyes blinked owlishly back at Sabrina after her pronouncement the following weekend.
“You want to offer us what?” Helen Gallardo gasped.
“I’m not going home for Thanksgiving this year because my folks are traveling that weekend. You’re not hosting anyone or visiting family, so I thought maybe we could all go to Breckenridge. I figure if we leave the day before Thanksgiving, after my last military duty on the twenty-first, we can spend the following three days tearing up the slopes. I rented a house out there, too.”
“Breckenridge?” Joe croaked. “As the saying goes, we can’t even afford to drive through Breckenridge, Sabrina!”
“It’s no big deal, Joe. I’ve got some money saved up, and I want to try and make up for being gone all last year.”
“Sabrina, you don’t owe us anything.”
Mia and Felicity tried not to be obvious in signaling their parents to accept the offer.
“Helen, despite whatever happened with that other cadet, you opened your home to me two years ago and made me feel welcome here. You’ve given me somewhere safe and relaxing to go when I’m out here, and you’ve helped keep the homesickness at bay.” Sabrina still saw the disbelief in her second family’s eyes. “Look, who makes the generator you’ve got out back?”
“Neptune’s Forge, why?” Joe replied.
Power outages weren’t uncommon out here at the edge of town when the house was built. Just about every home in the subdivision had some model from the Neptune’s Forge HF line, even though power was much more reliable now.
“Because I’m a trust-fund kid, Joe. My parents own a chunk of Neptune’s Forge, a rather sizable chunk, along with a big part of Poseidon Power Systems.”
The owl-like stares returned.
“Look, my folks earmarked some money for college for all of us kids. I don’t need mine because I’m at the Academy. They told me I’m free to use it as I see fit, and I’d like to do this for you to say thank you.”
Sabrina had done extensive research before deciding to make her next purchase. An email her father forwarded from Doctor Sacha told her she was right, too. She chose the make, model, color, options, and add-ons for later. Then, all that remained was to go to the dealership.
She walked into the chosen dealership with Helen by her side. Both expected the runaround, a condescending salesman, and being asked if their husbands’ names should be on the title. What they got was a pleasant surprise.
“Good morning.” A man slightly older than Helen greeted them just inside the showroom when they walked in. “How may I help you ladies today?”
“I’d like to see a Crusher with four-wheel drive and an extended cab in smoke gray, please,” Sabrina told the salesman, who focused his attention on her. “I would prefer one that has the Poseidon Power Systems KMV-222 generator.”
“Regenerative braking, rapid charge, larger water tank? Do any of those options interest you, or is there a specific option package you’re looking for?”
“Your off-road package comes close, but can I do à la carte to add options?”
“You can, yes, with the caveat that some choices might necessitate changes elsewhere. I should also mention that the -222 can be underpowered at times, in all honesty. I would recommend you spend a little more to get the PPS KMV-295 for the size pickup you mentioned, especially if you plan to use the four-wheel-drive at all.”
Sabrina smiled and held out her hand, impressed by the man’s honesty.
“Sabrina Knox.”
“Jack Spruance.” He glanced at Helen. “Your mother? A friend?”
“Sponsor. Helen Gallardo.”
Jack shook hands with Helen.
“Two-deg? Firstie?” he asked Sabrina.
“Two-deg. Do you get a lot of cadets through here?”
Jack shrugged.
“No more or less than the other dealers in town, but my nephew’s thinking about USAFA, so I’ve tried to educate myself about the Academy.”
“What do you think, Mr. Spruance? What’s the lead time on a vehicle if I ask for options that none of your vehicles here have?”
“Not too long, if we can get the right vehicle from another dealer, especially a dealer not too far away. A little bit long if we have to special order it. First, let’s see if you find the Crusher comfortable and like how it drives. If you ladies would follow me over here...?”
“That was incredibly painless,” Helen commented three hours later. Sabrina test-drove a pickup, signed the papers, and registered the truck with the Colorado DMV in those three hours. “We should tell Joe to come here when it’s time to replace his SUV.”
“We should go hang out at a restaurant for another three hours so we can tell Joe how much of a bear the whole process was,” Sabrina giggled. She held up her hands in surrender when she saw Helen’s look. “Okay, we’ll head back to the house and tell him the truth, Mrs. Stick-in-the-mud...”
“Come on, troublemaker. Let’s go let the rest of the family ooh and ah over your new truck.”
Sabrina pulled the glider through a tight loop, drawing a delighted squeal from the four-deg in the front seat. Sabrina smiled, remembering similar squeals during her F-15 rides over the summer. After another twenty minutes in the air, Sabrina brought the graceful craft in for a gentle landing. A beaming Cadet Fourth-Class Emma Pozo unbuckled and climbed out of the aircraft once it was secure.
“Pretty awesome, huh?”
“It was like aerial ballet, Ma’am!”
“It was, wasn’t it?” Sabrina replied with a smile. “Gliders are much different than the Cessna or Cirrus aircraft the Academy uses for powered flight training. I trained on those same types of planes before I came here, but gliders are just so graceful.”
“Were you a pilot before you started here, Ma’am?”
“I was. I have my private pilot’s license as well as multiengine, complex aircraft, and instrument ratings.”
“Wow,” the younger woman sighed. “I wish I could have taken lessons, especially after our flight, but my family didn’t have money to spare. I’m not planning to be a pilot in the Air Force, either.”
“That doesn’t mean you can’t learn to fly, Emma. Don’t forget many bases, including this one, have flying clubs where you can learn on your own. Those clubs usually only teach powered flight, though.”
Emma nodded in understanding.
“All right, let’s go over the flight and what I noticed while you had the controls...”
Sabrina flowed through her katas in the Cadet Gym at the end of August. Dina worked out elsewhere in the cavernous facility. Sabrina’s Astronautical Engineering classes continued to challenge her. What she enjoyed the most this semester, though, was being an instructor pilot. She pushed her thoughts away as she tried to lose herself in the timeless dance, and her face shone with sweat.
“Sabrina?” a quiet voice asked as she toweled off at the end of her workout.
Sabrina turned to find Monique Levesque standing behind her. Unlike Brit Englund, Monique and the rest of the hockey team had turned their backs on Sabrina last year.
“Can I help you, Ma’am?” Sabrina asked as she glared at her former teammate.
Monique’s face fell, though she had expected Sabrina’s reaction.
“Sabrina, I came to apologize for how we treated you last year,” Monique said; she received only a curt nod in response. “Are you going to play this year?”
“Why should I? You got along just fine without me last spring, after you ran me off,” echoing Monique’s comments to her last year. The team went two-and-ten after Sabrina walked away, so ‘just fine’ was questionable.
“It won’t be that way this year, Sabrina...”
“How do I know that, Monique?” Sabrina shot back through gritted teeth. “How do I know I can trust you? ANY of you? You all stood there when Krista crosschecked me into next week, and then you let me leave without a word!”
“And you told us to f•©k off before you did!” Monique screamed back. Heads in the gym turned.
“Because I warned all of you what might happen when you decided to back me up, and then you got pissed at me when my prediction came true! So, yeah, I did tell you to f•©k off!” Sabrina threw her towel toward her gym bag. She turned back to her former teammate and put her fists on her hips.
“I’m still here by the barest thread, Monique. I’ve got a sweet gig as a glider instructor pilot this semester, and I don’t want to mess that up. I enjoy being back in my Aikido club again. Plus, I’ve got Astro hanging over my head just waiting to crush me into dust. I’m holding my own, and I don’t think I should add something else.” Sabrina blew out a breath. “So, no, Monique. No, I’m not coming back.”
Monique nodded sadly and turned to go. She stopped and looked back over her shoulder.
“For what it’s worth, I am sorry, Sabrina.”
Sabrina watched the firstie leave.
“Me too, Monique,” she whispered as her former teammate walked away.
“Sabrina? Can you spare a moment?” Chris Ueno asked the following week.
“Hai, Sensei?”
He looked at her with a tired expression.
“You know I don’t speak Japanese as well as you do, Sabrina ... Anyway, this isn’t a class discussion.” He pointed to a chair along the room’s wall. “Have a seat.”
She sat without making any sarcastic comments.
“Sabrina, forgive my presumption, but I like to think we’ve moved past a teacher-student relationship into something closer to mentorship. Please consider what I’m about to say through the lens of having your best interest at heart, okay?”
“Sensei?” Now, she was confused.
“Sabrina, I am glad that you returned to the Aikido Club when things didn’t work out with the hockey team last year. You helped the new members of the club with footwork, positioning, or whatever they needed right away, and without me asking you to. No, don’t be alarmed, Sabrina. That assistance was, and still is, welcome.
“It takes me a little bit to open up to new students, to not be so stiff with them, because I’m trying to gauge where their comfort level is with certain things. Having you around to bridge that gap for me has been a big help. I think, however, that you are not one hundred percent happy being here. To say it plainly, Sabrina, I think you miss the hockey team, and I think you should go back.”
Sabrina blinked in disbelief a few times. Sensei wasn’t wrong. She did miss playing, but the team’s reaction last year still burned. It ate at her, even though it also fueled her drive to excel, to extend a virtual middle finger to the haters.
“I can tell you’re not sold on the idea, Sabrina. Tell me, are your workouts still hockey workouts?” She glanced away, and Chris nodded. “You’re still unbalanced in your personal life, Sabrina. Your mom’s not wrong in telling you that we all need that balance. You don’t have to make a decision right here, right now, and I don’t want to see you leave by any stretch. That’s not why I brought it up. But you do need to come to terms with the team’s reaction last year, regardless.”
“Hai, Sensei,” she sighed in resignation.
Sabrina took a walk around the Cadet Area as she tried to process Sensei Chris’s advice. Did she miss playing hockey enough to return to the team? If she did, could she forgive her teammates’ reactions last year? Most of the cadets she came in contact with this year seemed to have forgotten all about her protest. More importantly, the administration seemed to have forgotten. Dina looked up from her homework when Sabrina reentered their room.
“You okay, Sabrina? You look stressed.”
Sabrina flopped into her desk chair. It squeaked in protest.
“Conflicted,” she answered. “My Aikido Club sensei suggested I go back to the women’s hockey team. He says I haven’t dealt with how they treated me last year and that I miss playing.”
“Do you?”
“I do,” she sighed. “Sensei is right. The Aikido Club isn’t a competitive one, and I miss the competition in playing hockey.”
“And your conflict is how the team treated you last year, right?” Dina asked.
Sabrina nodded in response.
“Everybody deserves a second chance, Sabrina. Don’t forget that admin gave one to you and to everyone who supported you last year.”
Sabrina sat there, lost in thought.
“Anyway, Linda came by looking for you while you were out.” Dina and Linda developed a casual friendship through their connection with Sabrina. “Do you want to go meet her at A Hall for dinner?”
“I’ll meet you there. I need to run over to Vandy first.”
Monique Levesque and her roommate almost collided with their visitor as they left their room for dinner.
“OH! Hey, Sabrina. What’s up?”
“I know you’re probably on your way to dinner, Monique, but can I talk to you for a few minutes?”
“Yeah, absolutely...” She turned to her roommate. “Malika, this is Sabrina Knox. We played hockey together for the last two years. Sabrina, this is my roommate, Malika Harris.” The two women greeted each other before Malika slipped out to wait in the lounge. “Come in, Sabrina.”
Sabrina did so, looking uncertain. Monique waved her to a desk chair before sitting on her bunk, waiting for the younger cadet to say something.
“Monique, I want to apologize for how I treated you last week. You offered me a sincere apology, and I didn’t receive it graciously at all. Your reaction last year, as well as the team’s, was a natural reaction to feeling threatened.”
“Sabrina, I can’t imagine how you felt last year,” Monique said in reply. “I’m sure that cut off, isolated, persecuted, scapegoated, and demonized would all fit. However threatened anyone else felt, they didn’t have four thousand-plus people wanting their head on a pike.” She shook her head.
“You were my teammate, Sabrina. In fact, you still are my teammate at the Academy. Maybe not on the hockey team, but you definitely are part of the Air Force team. You signed up to face the same risks that all of us in uniform will one day. You stood up for what was right even when you knew it could cost you everything. You’re braver than any of us realized or want to admit.”
The two sat in silence for a minute.
“I’d like to rejoin the team, Monique,” Sabrina said. “I miss the competition, the camaraderie.”
“How soon can you come back?”
“Let me check with my advisor, and I’ll get back to you by this time next week.” She stood and stretched. “I’ve held you up long enough. I’m sure you and Malika are getting hungry.”
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