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Himura_battousai

Copyright© 2011 by Murasame

Chapter 172: Remembrances 9--Snow, White...

Kenshin (looking outside): No wonder it's so cold. It's snowing ... It'll cover the ground.

Tomoe: I told you before that my family is from Edo.

(Kenshin turns back from the window. Tomoe is sitting by the fire, pouring tea.)

Tomoe: There are three of us. We lived peacefully. We weren't so well off that we had money to spare, but we never went hungry. My father knew nothing of the martial or the scholarly arts, but he was a kind, loving man, good to his family and his neighbors. My mother was kind too, but she was always weak, and she died shortly after Enishi was born. Enishi never knew her. But I always took care of him, so he loved me as he would her. To Enishi I was both sister and mother. My sweet little brother. He has a tendency to judge people harshly, and he can get a little out of hand, but he's a good kid. When my engagement was announced he threw a tantrum. The worst he's ever been.

(Kenshin gives her a startled look. Tomoe takes a few steps forward.)

Tomoe: Here.

(She hands him a cup of tea.)

Tomoe: My fiancé was the second son of a similar family, a childhood friend. Like my father, he wasn't accomplished, but he was kind and hardworking. At the time, I loved him very much. When he chose me, I was very happy. But, even though I was so happy, all I could do was look at him in amazement. No matter how much I hate it, I can hardly ever smile. Maybe that's why I never told him how happy I was. "If the second son of a samurai cannot make you happy, I will at least be known as a warrior of repute," he told me. He postponed our wedding and joined the Kyoto Mimawarigumi, entering the chaos of Kyoto--And, he never returned.

(There is a slight pause.)

Tomoe: I didn't wait for the news to come to me. I went to Kyoto as well. And... (thinking) I entered in a plot to kill you. (aloud) He died, in a far-off place I didn't know. The happiness I should have had died with him ... But maybe it really was my fault. If I had cried and tried to stop him ... Because I thought that way, if I hadn't found something--someone to hate, I would have gone mad...

(Kenshin holds her close.)

Kenshin: It's all right. It's ... all right now.

(Tomoe starts to sob. Outside, the snow falls harder.)

 
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