Jane Talbot
Copyright© 2024 by Charles Brockden Brown
Letter XXVIII
To Mrs. Talbot
Baltimore, November 6.
Let me see! this is the beginning of November. Yes; it was just a twelvemonth ago that I was sitting, at this silent hour, at a country-fire just like this. My elbow then as now was leaning on a table, supplied with books and writing-tools.
“What shall I do,” thought I, “then, to pass away the time till ten? Can’t think of going to bed till that hour, and if I sit here, idly basking in the beams of this cheerful blaze, I shall fall into a listless, uneasy doze, that, without refreshing me, as sleep would do, will unfit me for sleep.
“Shall I read? Nothing here that is new. Enough that is of value, if I could but make myself inquisitive; treasures which, in a curious mood, I would eagerly rifle; but now the tedious page only adds new weight to my eyelids.
“Shall I write? What? to whom? there are Sam and Tom, and brother Dick, and sister Sue: they all have epistolary claims upon me still unsatisfied. Twenty letters that I ought to answer. Come, let me briskly set about the task----
“Not now; some other time. To-morrow. What can I write about? Haven’t two ideas that hang together intelligibly. ‘Twill be commonplace trite stuff. Besides, writing always plants a thorn in my breast.
“Let me try my hand at a reverie; a meditation, --on that hearth-brush. Hair--what sort of hair? of a hog; and the wooden handle--of poplar or cedar or white oak. At one time a troop of swine munching mast in a grove of oaks, transformed by those magicians, carpenters and butchers, into hearth-brushes. A whimsical metamorphosis, upon my faith!
“Pish! what stupid musing! I see I must betake myself to bed at last, and throw away upon oblivion one more hour than is common.”
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