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The Lost Wagon

Copyright© 2024 by Jim Kjelgaard

Chapter 11: Winter

In the time he’d spent at Snedeker’s, Joe had learned a great deal.

Snedeker was a Mountain Man, one of that rare breed who had waded every stream in the west in their search for beaver. They fought every tribe of Indians that showed fight, went without hesitation where they wished to go, and spent incredibly long and dangerous months with only their rifles and their resourcefulness as protection. Then they took their furs to some wild fort, or some wilderness rendezvous, and in a few days spent all the money they had earned in a whole season of perilous living.

The heyday of the Mountain Men spanned only a brief sixteen years when no gentleman was really dressed unless he wore a beaver hat. Silk replaced beaver, and broke the fur market. But though their livelihood was gone, the Mountain Men weren’t. Some returned to the east. Some guided wagon trains across country that they knew as well as the emigrants knew their own back yards. Some simply disappeared, gone in search of what they considered wild and free country. And some, like Snedeker, merely transferred their way of living to other pursuits and lived much as they always had.

At their first meeting, Snedeker had enraged Joe. Now Joe understood him, and with understanding had come both liking and respect. Throughout his adult life Snedeker had bowed to no will except his own, and he saw no reason for changing his ways. But, though his outward air was that of a grizzly bear with a sore paw, inwardly he was soft as a marshmallow. A shrewd bargainer, he seemed to have an instinctive knowledge of how much money emigrants carried and how much they were willing to spend. But no penniless emigrant had ever been turned away, though Snedeker would not outfit them clear to Oregon. Whether they were east- or westbound, he gave them a couple of days’ supplies and sent them to Laramie where, as Snedeker knew, they became the government’s responsibility.

Joe had lost his misgivings about wintering at the post. No war party could take Laramie, but neither could any take Snedeker’s. They’d already tried it and succeeded only in running off a few horses. Taking their trail, Snedeker had brought back the stock he’d lost and a number of the Indian ponies as well. Besides, according to Snedeker, there was small danger of an Indian attack in winter. The tribes that came to Laramie wintered on northern hunting grounds, and their ponies had to exist as best they could. Since no western Indian would think of going into battle without a mount, they made war in the spring after there was sufficient grass to fatten and strengthen their horses. The three the Towers had met must have been strays, or possibly they had to go to Laramie for something they needed.

On a wind-swept hill about a half mile from the post, Joe sank his ax cleanly into a pine. Expertly he measured his next strike, and when the ax sank in, a large chip of wood broke out. Wasting not one blow of his ax or a half ounce of strength, Joe felled the tree cleanly and rested a moment. He glanced over to where Ellis Garner had another pine two-thirds felled. Joe nodded approvingly. There were tricks to handling an ax. When he and Ellis had started felling trees, which Snedeker needed to enlarge his post, Ellis had had a lot to learn. But under Joe’s expert guidance he was learning fast, and, given a year or two of experience, he would be a good ax man himself.

Ellis stopped chopping and grinned across the space that separated them. “You must pick the softest trees.”

“That’s an ax you have in your hand,” Joe gibed. “Not a feather. Don’t use it like one.”

“Yes, teacher.”

Joe grinned and went back to work. He had grown to like this slim and soft-spoken youngster, but at the same time he worried about him. Where Ellis came from Joe didn’t know and he hadn’t asked; one didn’t inquire too deeply into anyone else’s past life. Probably he was from somewhere in the east and he had been to school; that showed in his manner and his choice of words. But there was within him an undercurrent of irritability, and at times he was moody and fretful. Somewhere behind him there seemed to be a memory that hurt. Increasingly, Joe compared him to the suave and polished Percy Pearl, who never farmed, never worked for wages, but who always had everything he needed. Not that there was anything suave or polished about Ellis—on the contrary, he was impulsive, often unpredictable. But he had Percy’s quickness and dry humor and, like Percy, he gave you the feeling he might go after anything he wanted, and get it, without being too critical of ways and means. Percy was an outlaw and Ellis might become one. But that was his business unless Ellis’s affairs should become too closely entwined with the Tower’s.

Joe frowned as he worked. Ellis had taken more than a casual interest in Barbara, which was not unusual because Joe had yet to meet the young man who was not attracted to his daughter. They were together much of the time, and they took long walks. Joe thought of Hugo Gearey, who was at Laramie because of girl trouble in New York. Snedeker had said that Ellis had followed a girl all the way from Maryland, and what sort of trouble was he in? Why was he here at an isolated trading post?

Joe trimmed the branches from his tree, leaving a smooth trunk. He felled and trimmed another pine and looked toward the tethered mules. They were still in harness, but their bridles were slipped and Joe had tied them out of the bitterest wind. He glanced down the slanting, ice-sheathed furrow that led to the post. The day after their arrival, new snow had added six inches to that already on the ground and there had been light falls since. Joe had driven the mules through it to break a track, and had dragged one log down the broken track. Succeeding loads had widened and packed it, so that now the mules were able to pull as many logs as could be hitched on.

The weather had turned cold enough so that Joe’s nostrils pinched when he stood still, and a little rime of frost formed about the muzzles of the tethered mules. That wouldn’t hurt them as long as they didn’t have to stand on a short tether for any great length of time, and if they did not stand at all when they sweated. There was little danger of that in such weather; the team had only to walk to the place where they were cutting pines and the logs were not hard to pull down the icy slide. Joe sank his ax into the felled pine’s stump and walked over to Ellis.

“How are you doing?”

“All right.”

Joe stood, feeling the goodness he usually felt after a day of hard and productive labor. At the same time he felt a swelling relief and a rising little happiness. Tomorrow was a very special day.

Joe said, “Don’t seem like tonight is Christmas Eve, does it?”

Ellis murmured absently, “No, it doesn’t.”

“Let’s go in.”

“Suits me.”

Joe bridled the mules. He drove them to the felled trees and laid his long chain across the slide. His ax swinging from his hand, Ellis joined him. They used peavies to roll logs into a compact pile and bound the chain around them. Knowing that their work would be done as soon as they had dragged these last logs down to Snedeker’s building site, the mules needed no urging or even driving. Joe looped the reins over the mules’ harness and walked companionably beside Ellis. Glad that the day’s work was over, the younger man slashed restlessly at the icy slide with his ax.

Joe said caustically, “Tenderfoot!”

“What’s wrong now, teacher?”

“Axes are for cutting wood, not ice. I’ll bet you nicked it.”

Ellis shrugged. “Live and learn. I won’t do it again.”

He seemed irritable, depressed, and Joe stole a sidewise glance at him. “A penny for your thoughts.”

“You’d be cheated,” Ellis grinned sheepishly.

“Say, what are you so gosh darn low about?”

“I’m not low. Are you coming over tonight?”

“The kids will be over. I have work to do.”

“Don’t you ever think of anything else?”

“Can’t. When you’re an old man like me, with a bunch of youngsters looking to you, you won’t be able to either.”

For a moment they walked in silence while Ellis’s introspective mood enfolded him like an invisible cloak. He said suddenly,

“Joe, what do you think of women?”

For a moment, because he was puzzled, Joe did not answer. It was more than a casual question, and behind it lay something that Joe failed to understand. When he did answer, he said very gently,

“I know about only one woman, son. And I think the world of her.”

“Do you believe in love?”

Joe said firmly, “I most certainly do.”

“Do—do you think it’s right—? Oh, darn it! I’m all at sea!” he steadied. “Joe, I’m giving it to you straight. I’m going to marry Barbara if I can! Do you have any objections?”

Shocked surprise rippled through Joe and his heart turned cold. He felt numb. He had always known that Barbara would marry some day, but that day remained in the distant future and there was no need to worry about it now. Joe thought of the young man who walked beside him, and of how very little he knew about him. Again he thought of Snedeker’s reference to Ellis as a woman chaser and he had a great urge to ask Ellis to tell him so that his own doubts might be cleared. But because he did not know how to ask, Joe said only,

“Have you asked Barbara?”

“Yes.”

“What did she say?”

“She didn’t say no.”

Joe pondered, trying to straighten this in his mind. He knew a little more about Ellis than he had known a moment ago. Wherever he had come from, and whatever he might have done, he had not tried to evade this issue. He had given it to Joe straight, as a man should, and that was a large point in his favor.

Ellis repeated, “I asked if you had any objections.”

Joe said quietly, “I’m her father, Ellis, not her master. I’m not going to choose a husband for her.”

“Thanks, Joe.”

There was another silence, and Ellis said thoughtfully, “Joe—”

“Yes?”

“There’s a New Year’s dance at Laramie. Will you let Barbara go with me?”

“Laramie’s a long ways off.”

“We’ll go one day and come back the next. She can stay with Sergeant Driscoll’s wife overnight.”

“Have you asked her?”

“She said she’d like to go.”

“You’ll have to ask her mother.”

“I know. She said I’d have to have your permission and her mother’s.”

Joe hesitated, then thought of Emma’s wisdom. She would know exactly what to do, and Joe said,

“It’s all right with me if it is with her mother.”

“Thanks again, Joe.”

They left the logs beside those already at the new building site, and Ellis wandered toward the main post where he lived with Snedeker. Joe stabled the mules and fed them hay and grain; animals that work hard should eat well. He filled his lungs with the crisp air and turned toward the quarters Snedeker had given him and his family. Joe frowned as he did so.

Laramie, staffed by soldiers and with the best freighters at its command, was still strictly utilitarian. Though their quarters at Laramie had been comfortable, they had not afforded what Joe was beginning to think of as the luxuries they’d had in Missouri. Snedeker’s necessarily offered less than Laramie. The cabin was wind- and weather-tight, but it was crude. Built as quarters for men, it had a large kitchen served by a fireplace and a larger bunk room with ten bunks and a bigger fireplace.

By stretching buffalo hides from ceiling to floor, Joe had divided it into three rooms; one for Emma and himself; one for Barbara and little Emma; and one for the four boys. Each had privacy, and using their own mattresses and quilts on the bunks added to their comfort. But it still lacked conveniences and Joe thought Emma was beginning to feel the strain. She looked tired and worn, or was that his imagination? It couldn’t be, he decided. Tad was seldom in the cabin except for meals and Barbara helped her mother. But the youngsters could go out for only short intervals, and keeping four children happy in such a place would be a strain on anyone.

Joe opened the door, entered, and closed the door quickly to keep the cold wind out. He stamped snow from his boots. The youngsters rushed across the floor to meet him. They clustered about his legs while he removed his jacket and hung it on a wooden peg driven into the wall. Barbara waved from the fireplace. Joe kissed Emma and after one swift glance at his face she stepped back to raise an inquiring brow.

“Is something wrong?” she asked softly.

He murmured, “Wait’ll the kids are gone.”

“You sit down,” Emma urged. “We’ll have buffalo steak again for supper.”

She spoke a little tiredly, and Joe said nothing. Snedeker had a limited supply of sugar, flour, salt, coffee, and all the other staples and these he sold to Joe for just what they cost at Laramie. Joe’s own quota was free, for that had been part of their bargain, but he had to pay for what his family used. The meat that went with it, for which Snedeker charged nothing, was buffalo, elk, antelope, bear, and bighorn. Because there was more buffalo than anything else, they ate it most of the time and Emma was wearying of it. All they had in addition was such milk as the cow gave. Emma’s chickens, in a shed by themselves, hadn’t laid for weeks.

Emma went back to her work and Joe sank down in a chair. He’d told the children a story every night, usually centering it on something he had seen or done while felling trees, and the subject was wearing thin. Unable to think of any new slants, he assured them that his knee was a big black horse and bounced each of them in turn. Tad, who had a supernatural talent for appearing whenever there was anything to eat, raced in just as Emma and Barbara put the food on the table.

Every night, as soon as the dishes were washed, all of them usually went over to while away a couple of hours with Snedeker and Ellis. Given a free hand to do as they wished, the younger children played with Snedeker’s few trade goods; they were few in winter because few Indians came to trade. They brought their buffalo robes in spring, but by that time Snedeker would have more goods. This night Joe and Emma did not put their coats on and the younger children looked questioningly at them.

“Go with Barbara,” Emma told them. “We’ll stay home tonight.”

Barbara, who knew some things that the youngsters did not, winked knowingly at her parents and dressed the younger children. They trooped out into the night, and Joe and Emma were left alone. Joe stared moodily into the fire while Emma waited expectantly. Joe said,

“Ellis wants to marry Barbara.”

She bit her lower lip, but did not register the astonishment that Joe had anticipated. He nodded; probably she’d already known.

“It isn’t unexpected,” she said.

“What do you think about it?”

Emma hesitated. “Barbara hasn’t accepted him.”

“How do you know?”

Emma said, “She’d have told me.”

Joe pondered. “He seems like a good enough young man, but we don’t know a blasted thing about him. I wouldn’t want Barbara to get in a mess.”

“What did you tell him, Joe?”

“That I am Barbara’s father, not her master. I can’t tell her who to marry.” He scowled, wondering if he’d done right. Emma laid a comforting hand on his arm.

“What else could you have told him?”

“Nothing.”

She sighed. “That’s right. All we can do is help guide Barbara.”

“There’s another thing. Ellis wants to take her to a New Year’s dance at Laramie. He said they’ll go one day and come back the next, and Barbara can stay with Ynez Driscoll overnight.”

“What did you say to that?”

“I said he’d have to ask you.”

Emma said hesitantly, “It may be a good idea and it may not. I’ll have to think about it.” Joe saw that she had clasped her hands together, and that the knuckles showed white. Unquestionably she was worried about Barbara and Ellis, more worried than he was. Joe knew, too, that Emma would leave no stone unturned to learn more about Ellis before things went much further, and he suspected that she would learn about Ellis not by asking questions of Snedeker, but by talking with Ellis himself.

The fire blazed brightly, casting shadows on the rough-hewn beams that supported the ceiling and on the uneven floor. There was a spot of dirt on the floor, and Emma stooped mechanically to brush it up. Joe looked fondly at her, and knew that she had already borne trials which only a strong person could bear. His brow clouded when he thought of trials still to come.

He said, “It’s been a hard road, Emma, and a long one.”

“We didn’t expect it would be easy, Joe.” And then, because she saw he needed something more from her, she said, “We’ve been lucky, Joe. We’re through with the worst weather—we won’t need to move again until spring. Meanwhile—why, we’re just as comfortable here as we could be in our own home!”

He smiled wryly, and held her eyes with his own honest glance.

“It’s not our own home, though, and nothing will ever feel like home again until we’ve stopped moving, and planted crops, and have our own roof over our heads.”

He had said what was in her mind, so there was no need for further speech on that subject. She came to him and kissed him lightly on the forehead.

He jumped to his feet and grabbed her in a furious hug. “Emma, my fine girl!” he declared. “When we get to Oregon I’m going to build you a house that will make our other house seem like a chicken coop!”

She looked at him with all of her love and faith, and with laughter in her eyes. “With five acres of flower garden and a square mile just for the chickens!” she said. They laughed uproariously, ridiculously. Then Joe remembered something.

“Excuse me a minute.”

Joe went to the wagon, and took from the tool box the one parcel that had been there since leaving Laramie. Very gently he gave it to Emma.

“Merry Christmas, my dear.”

“Joe!” She held the package tenderly, caressing it with her spirit before she did with her hands, for she knew the gift could never be forsaken or forgotten. She heard Joe say,

“I only wish it was half as fine as you are.”

Her hands trembled as she opened the package and gazed with rapt eyes at the scarf. Emma, who had seen little except hardship since leaving Missouri, brushed this truly beautiful thing with her hands and pressed it against her cheek. In the exquisite scarf she saw all her hopes and dreams come alive.

She said, “I have something for you, too.”

She gave him a watch, a thick silver watch that had been made by some German craftsman and had somehow found its way to the sutler’s store at Fort Laramie. Joe gazed at it, not believing what he saw. Watches were luxuries, thus they were only for those who could afford luxuries. Joe turned the key. He held the watch to his ear so he could hear its ticking.

In the middle of a wilderness, on their way to another, owning only what they could load on a wagon, they sat very close and knew the true spirit of Christmas. They watched the minute hand, amazed at how slowly time passed when you were looking at it, and then they laughed again, free and hearty laughter that can be born only of hope and faith in the future.

Joe said, “I’ll have to get busy.”

A lighted lantern in his hand, he went to a small pine he had already marked and chopped it cleanly. From behind the cabin he took a bucket of sand that he had saved for this purpose, and thrust the tree upright in it. When he re-entered the cabin, popcorn snapped in Emma’s skillet and for one of the few times since leaving the farm, her trunk was open. There were parcels and jars on the table. Her new scarf worn proudly on her shoulders, Emma looked up from the fireplace.

“Canned pumpkin.” She indicated the jars. “I brought it all this way so we can have pumpkin pie tomorrow.”

“Oh boy!” Joe smacked his lips.

The cabin seemed to have come alive with the spirit of Christmas. The rafters had a softer glow. Through their minds ran strains of gay music they had heard, but it was so real that it seemed to be heard again in the cabin.

Emma asked, “Pop some more corn, will you?”

“Sure thing.”

While Joe knelt before the fireplace, Emma threaded a needle and strung popcorn on the thread. She draped it gracefully over the tree, then opened a parcel and took colored ornaments from it. They were the tree ornaments Emma had had from her mother, and she’d treasured them for years. The tree sparkled in its new-found glory.

 
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