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My Heart's in the Highlands

Copyright© 2024 by Amy Le Feuvre

Chapter 7: An Accident

“We cannot well forget the hand that holds
And pierces us and will not let us go,
However much we strive from under it.
The heavy pressure of a constant pain...
Is it not God’s own very finger-tips
Laid on thee in a tender steadfastness?”
Hamilton King.

“MY dear Mrs. Burke, you are never going out this afternoon?”

Rowena looked up from a newspaper which she was reading. She was toasting her feet over a roaring wood fire in Mrs. Burke’s pleasant morning-room at Minley Court. It was three o’clock in the afternoon. Outside the house, a storm of wind and rain was raging. For three days the weather had been so bad that they had been confined to the house. The rain was not quite so violent now, but after luncheon Mrs. Burke had told Rowena she was going to lie down in her room, with a novel, till tea-time.

“There is nothing else to do,” she had mournfully complained.

Now she burst open the door attired in an old tweed hat and in her fur coat.

“Yes; I’m going out,” she said. “I couldn’t stand my book, and I couldn’t sleep; so I thought I’d go over to Vi and Di. I haven’t seen them yet; and I’ve ordered out the car. And I may go on and look up the Sheringhams. I want the Colonel for my theatricals, on Boxing night.”

“I don’t expect Vale likes the prospect of driving in this storm,” said Rowena, looking at her friend with some dismay in her eyes. “Are you wise in going? You have a slight cold.”

“I shall be under cover, so will Vale.”

“It will soon be dark, remember.”

“What of that? We have lamps.”

“I wish I was better at amusing you,” said Rowena, with a twinkle of humour. “You are the sort that would appreciate a house fool, like the royalties used to have. He would keep you in the house an afternoon like this, by sitting at your feet and by amusing you with stories and songs and clever wit. I am too dull for you, and that’s the fact. If I had only known you were bored with your book, I would have rummaged through Mudie’s box and brought you another.”

“Oh, you’re all right,” said Mrs. Burke, patting her shoulder affectionately. “When I come in, I want to look through my gowns for a suitable one for me in the character of Lady Teazle. Your taste is so good that you will help me in that. Don’t wait tea for me. I may be late.”

Rowena came to the front door to see her off. The wind made a determined onslaught upon them directly the door was opened. The butler helped Mrs. Burke down the steps, holding an umbrella over her to keep off the driving rain. She waved her hand airily to Rowena when she was in the car, and Rowena went back to her comfortable seat by the fire. Her idle time was over; she had an hour’s work before her, finishing Mrs. Burke’s correspondence for the day. But she was writing letters now of great interest to her. One was to Mrs. Panton, Mrs. Burke’s sister, to enclose a Christmas cheque, and to ask her to let her grandchildren come to Minley Court for part of their holidays. Also to suggest to her to come down to the South of England, where schools were cheap, and where she could sometimes be seen by her sister. They were selling their furniture at the Vicarage, and Marion was going to Scotland the last week in January.

When Rowena had finished her work for Mrs. Burke, she began writing letters for herself.

She had seen her sister-in-law before leaving town, and she was, of course, delighted with her engagement. Now she wrote to her telling her she hoped to come to her for a week after the New Year to talk over her coming marriage; and lastly she wrote her letter to General Macdonald. They kept up a brisk correspondence with each other, and his letters revealed more of his real self than did any of his conversation. He possessed the Scotch reserve, in talking, which disappeared in his letters.

Rowena wrote to him with gladness in her eyes and smile.

“MY DEAREST, —”

“Your letter is before me. It arrived in a howling, blustering storm, when outside all was cheerless and grey; and it warmed my heart, as your letters always do, and made me feel as if the sun was shining out upon a gloriously happy world. Dear Hugh! May I prove worthy of such love as yours. Only don’t, I beseech you, place me on a high pedestal. I assuredly shall have a tumble if you do; and I want to keep my feet, for Mysie’s sake as well as your own. As you are greedy for all details in my daily life I will proceed to describe my day—”

She had only got this far when Dodge, the butler, appeared, ostensibly to close up for the night, as it was getting dark, and to bring in tea; but he moved about so uneasily that at last Rowena looked up.

“The storm seems getting worse again,” she remarked.

“It does, ma’am; and I wish the mistress were back. The postman says the bridge across Minley Weir is getting shaky. He thinks it unsafe. The river is terribly high.”

“They’ll have to go round by Tanbury if they can’t pass it,” said Rowena.

He said no more; but when her tea was brought in, and she heard the howling wind and the torrents of rain which were falling, she grew anxious. It was a pitch-dark night. Supposing that Vale, the chauffeur, was not told about the unsafe condition of the bridge? She knew he was a fast driver, and Mrs. Burke had more than once remarked that he was not cautious enough. If they dashed over the bridge and it gave way, there would be an awful accident, and the weir was only ten minutes’ walk from there.

Rowena shuddered. She began to long that Mrs. Burke was home; then she wished that she had accompanied her. Time went on, an hour passed, then two; and then Rowena expressed her fears to Dodge.

“Couldn’t some of the men in the stables go down to the bridge and see if it is all right? I wish we had thought of it before. They could at least have hung up a warning light.”

“Webster did go off half an hour ago, ma’am; and he took the two stable lads with him.”

“Oh, I am glad. Of course, Mrs. Burke may have stayed with the Miss Dunstans. They have sometimes kept her for the night; but she would have sent a message to us, and we ought to have had it by this time.”

There was a slight bustle in the hall. Dodge hastened out, and Rowena followed him. There at the door was Mrs. Burke, streaming wet, the footman and Webster, her coachman, were supporting her in their arms. She was blue with cold, but looked up at Rowena with a glimmer of a smile, though her teeth chattered in her head as she spoke.

“I’ve had a ducking, and I’m frozen through. Get me to bed.”

They did not take very long to do that. Rowena asked no questions, she rolled her up in hot blankets, gave her brandy-and-water, put hot bottles to her feet, and she and her maid rubbed her all over to restore her circulation. Then, when she was thoroughly comfortable, Rowena sat down by her, and Mrs. Burke began to talk.

“Don’t stop me, I feel I must speak. People tell me luck is always with me. Why I am not lying drowned under the weir at this moment is the marvel. That fool of a man drove right into the river: part of the bridge had been washed away; and over we went, and the awful part was I couldn’t get out. The car plunged its nose downwards, but stuck between some bits of timber, and there I was pinned. I clung to my seat, and the water came in right up to my shoulder, but not over my head. I yelled, but no one came to, my rescue, and it seemed to me I was there hours, and at last I heard footsteps and voices, and I think I must have done a little faint, for I remember nothing more till I was being carried up the steps here. Where is Vale?”

“He is safe,” said Rowena. “They say he jumped off, but was lying unconscious on the bank when Webster found him. He struck his head against one of the posts of the bridge, they think.”

“He’d better have the doctor.”

“Webster will see to him. Lie still. You have had a marvellous escape. We must thank God for it.”

But Mrs. Burke would not lie still. She seemed feverish and excited.

“My dear Rowena, I’ve been in purgatory. I really have. Now I know what it is to be left alone with your sins, and death staring you in the face. It was like a torture trick, to be bottled up in that car, slowly drowning in the dark, and not being able to get out of it. The water was rushing and whirling outside at such a rate that I dare say it was as well I could not get out—I should only have been carried over the weir. Well, you tell me I never give myself time to think; I’ve had the time to-day; and I was dumb, Rowena, and stupefied. An awful Bible verse came into my mind and stuck there. ‘What wilt thou say when He shall punish thee?’ What could I say? Nothing—I had cast away my confidence. And I knew I might be in the other world at any moment. I felt the car being gradually sucked down.”

She shivered. Rowena looked a little anxiously at her bright eyes and flushed cheeks.

“Don’t think any more about it now, but try to sleep,” she said soothingly.

“I can’t sleep. Why was I left to hang between life and death for so long?”

Rowena was silent, then she bent over her.

“I am sure you ought to sleep. Let me give you a verse for you to sleep on: I will heal their backsliding, I will love them freely.’”

Mrs. Burke gave a little impatient snort.

Rowena added—

“I am going to send Phillips to watch by you whilst I go and see how Vale is. Do try to sleep, dear. Are you warm now?”

“I have been badly scared and shaken,” said Mrs. Burke, trying to speak indifferently; “but I shall be myself to-morrow.”

Rowena bent down and kissed her, then slipped out of the room.

She found that Vale was recovering, but she wrote a note to the doctor, for she did not like the look of Mrs. Burke, and she asked him to come over early the next morning.

When the next day arrived, Mrs. Burke was tossing on her bed in agony, and before very long, she was in the throes of rheumatic fever. It was so severe that she had to be wrapped in cotton wool from head to foot, and two nurses were brought in by the doctor to attend to her.

Rowena spent most of her time in the sick-room. All the Christmas festivities had to be postponed. At one time the doctor thought his patient would not pull through. He told Rowena that her heart would not bear the strain of the attack. But she rallied wonderfully, and her constant cry through both her conscious and unconscious times was that Rowena should be close to her.

“Keep death away from me, if you can,” she whispered once. “Pray. You will be heard. I sha’n’t.”

Rowena never left off praying that her life might be spared. On Christmas Day she lay very weak, but perfectly conscious.

 
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