My Heart's in the Highlands
Copyright© 2024 by Amy Le Feuvre
Chapter 5: Rowena’s Power
You are endowed with Faculties which bear
Annexed to them as ‘twere a dispensation
To summon meaner spirits to do their will
And gather round them at their need; inspiring
Such with a love themselves can never feel.
Browning.
“HERE you are! It’s good to see you both. Now come and be introduced to my little aunt.”
Rowena and her husband were in the big hall of Kestowknockan, and Hector was welcoming them both in his cheerful, hearty manner.
There was a group of his guests round the big fire, and tea was just beginning. Miss Ross rose from her chair behind the silver urn, and shook hands with Rowena. She was a little grey-haired woman with happy smiling eyes, but she appeared a little flustered. Something in Rowena’s face made her say in a low tone to her:
“Come and sit by me, Mrs. Macdonald. I have heard all about you from my cousin Hugh. You will help me. Three utter strangers have arrived to-day. Hector knows them, but I don’t.”
Rowena took a seat by her, but Di Dunstan seized hold of her.
“Here I am! The bad half-penny back again! I came this morning, and Allan Graeme joined me at Euston, so we’ve been fellow companions all the way. Also Hawtry Norris; do you know him? I’ve only met him once at the Graemes’—but it seems that he and Mr. Ross ran a ranch together once.”
Di was looking very handsome in a dark blue cloth costume with fur trimming. Her fair hair and fresh complexion were set off by the sombreness of her gown. Captain Graeme was delighted to see Rowena again:
“We owe your husband a grudge for carrying you off to these lonely wilds,” he said. “Several have been asking ‘Where is that bright, jolly girl with the Saxon name, that used to be about town so much with Mrs. Burke?’ And I’ve answered sadly, ‘Married and done for.’”
“Do I look done for?” Rowena demanded; then Hector came up and introduced Mr. Norris to her and a Sir William and Lady Bampford. Sir William had been the English Minister at Panama. He was a thin, wiry little man, a great talker; his wife was a silent, stately woman, who seemed rather out of her element in Hector’s free and easy household. The only other guest was a young widow, a Scotch cousin of the Rosses, a Mrs. McClintock.
They were all in very good spirits, and Hector was standing a good deal of chaff about his “ancestral halls.”
“I own it isn’t up to much at present,” he said, looking round his rather empty hall with a grimace of disgust. “The last tenant took away everything with him, and my aunt and I have just got a few things together from Glasgow for the time being. I’ll furnish it in good style later on.”
“What style do you call good?” asked Mrs. McClintock.
“My own, of course. And I shall go in for simplicity and comfort and not have Birmingham suits of armour, and sham tapestry, and faked bronzes. If I haven’t the real article—and I haven’t—I shan’t counterfeit them.”
“You’ve got a few bearskins of your own,” said Mr. Norris. “I should have them stuffed and placed about the hall. Try a few natural attitudes. They would keep away burglars, perhaps.”
Through this talk Miss Ross was dispensing tea and talking to Rowena.
“Do help me,” she said. “I have never visited country houses and I don’t know how to entertain. Hector laughs at me if I ask him who is to take who in to dinner. ‘Let them sort themselves out,’ he says, ‘I’m not going to run the place like the fashionable johnnies! It’s to be Liberty Hall.’ But if you have guests, you must treat them with courtesy and consideration; and I’m too old to be ignorant. I don’t like it.”
“I think we all enjoy unconventionality sometimes,” said Rowena. “If I can help you, I will; but every one seems very happy at present.”
Hector’s house was like himself, simple and unpretending. There was an absence of soft couches and cushions, and of all the little knick-knacks that women gather round them. Miss Ross sighed for her comfortable little Terrace home, when she encountered the blasts of air through the long draughty passages and big windows that flanked every room. She had never lived in this house; for Hector’s father had taken possession of it when she and her sister were living in London; and he had kept it, till his many debts had forced him to sell it. But she valiantly tried to do her best, and she was so anxious and deferential in her efforts to please her nephew’s guests, that they could not but respond to her nervous and timid advances.
That evening Di asked Rowena to come into her bedroom the last thing at night. When she did so Di planted her in an easy-chair before the fire and began to talk.
“Isn’t it queer that I should be down here so soon again? Why did he ask me, I wonder? What an odd fish he is! Did you hear his butler come to him for orders for to-morrow morning. ‘How many for church, sir?’ he asked. ‘Will the wagonette be sufficient?’ And then he looked round the hall and counted us all. ‘Ten,’ he said, and the widow looked up sharply: ‘How do you know we all mean to go?’ she said. And he laughed and thrust his hands in his pockets in his Colonial way: ‘Oh, everybody goes to church in my house,’ he said. ‘And I give notice to you all that there’ll be no billiards and bridge going to-morrow. I’m going to keep Sunday as it used to be kept when I was a kid.’”
“‘Of course, in Scotland, we do things still that we don’t do in England,’” I put in, and then he rounded on me:
“‘Why should Scotland march into heaven first? Can’t you English keep to your old traditions and Faith?’ I enjoy watching the faces of his guests as he talks.”
“And how is it with you?” Rowena asked affectionately. “Are you happier?”
Di shrugged her shoulders.
“I hate town more and more, and have left my flat already. I won’t go back there. I’m going to Vi for a little hunting. For the sake of that I’m going to endure a course of snubs from her; and then I don’t know what I shall do. Try to be good like you, perhaps, and see how it pays.”
“Oh, Di dear!”
“Well, don’t you want another convert? You made Mrs. Burke very happy. Will you make me?”
“I have no power to do it; and you know I haven’t.”
Di laughed.
“I don’t want a sermon to-night; but we’ll have some jaws together before I leave. What do you think of Mrs. McClintock? She’s very sweet on Mr. Ross. Can hear nobody speak in the room but him; she watches him and listens for his every word. I know her sort well.”
“I felt sorry for her,” said Rowena frankly. “She lost her husband just this time last year. She told me she had come up here to get it off her mind. It is her first Christmas without him, and she dreaded being alone in her empty house.”
“Oh, she’ll soon solace herself with another husband,” said Di, with a scornful smile. “Lady Bampford is the one I am sorry for. I should think her life is an hourly martyrdom with that foolish chatterbox of a husband. She turns from him so wearily sometimes. I should feel inclined to choke him if he belonged to me. Dear Rowena, I’m so glad you don’t look shocked! Now tell me your opinion of Mr. Norris?”
“I have only said half a dozen words to him. He’s very Colonial; but he’s really fond of Hector. He said very pathetically to me ‘I should like to have a home of my own—one that belonged to my family, but we’ve only owned town jerry-built villas for generations.’ He told me he had a superstition against buying an old house from anyone else. ‘I know I should see strange spooks in it,’ he said. ‘One wouldn’t mind spooks belonging to one’s own people, but strange spooks might be up to any jinks!’”
Di laughed.
“We shall be a scratch pack in church to-morrow. I’m wondering whether Mr. Ross will be able to whip us all in!”
But Di need not have wondered. Hector had a way of getting people to do as he wanted, and the next day there was not one absent guest in the little church, five miles away in the hills.
“You’re a splendid whipper-in,” Di said to him at the church door.
He nodded to her, and from that time the nickname stuck to him.
There were shooting parties in the following week, and Di was out-of-doors all day. General Macdonald took his wife home at the end of the week, but the other guests remained on. Rowena had had several long talks with Di, and parted from her with real regret. Di promised to correspond with her.
“I’m a tough subject,” she said to her, laughing; “much tougher than our old friend, Mrs. Burke; but your words stick, and I’ll have plenty of time to think them over when I get back to town.”
Husband and wife reached home one wild, stormy evening. The warmth and cosiness of their house when they came into it made Rowena look up at her husband and say:
“Isn’t it true that one’s own fireside is always best? I was sorry for poor little Miss Ross going about that big house wrapped in her voluminous shawls. Hector ought to have central heating.”
“He is going to. At present his place is like a barn, but my house was very like his before you came into it. You women have a wonderful gift for making a true home atmosphere.”
He drew her to him for a moment and gave her a kiss, then held her out at arm’s length from him, and said with smiling eyes:
“I am criticizing my wife. Wondering about this particular glamour in her composition. Do you know, madam, that Miss Dunstan actually held a long conversation with me in the smoking-room this morning? It was when you were completing our packing, and she told me things that have been simmering in my brain ever since.”
“Tell me about them.”
Rowena moved towards the library fire as she spoke, and seated herself on an old carved log-box in the wide chimney-corner. Her husband followed her.