My Heart's in the Highlands
Copyright© 2024 by Amy Le Feuvre
Chapter 3: Mysie Macdonald
“O blessed vision, happy child,
Thou art so exquisitely wild,
I thought of thee with many fears
Of what might be thy lot in future years.”
Wordsworth.
THREE days afterwards, Mysie made her appearance again.
Rowena found her very good company. She was full of Highland folk-lore and superstition; and was a combination of childish trust in the improbable, and old-fashioned sagacity and shrewdness.
“Have you ever seen any fairies?” she asked Rowena.
“I’ve heard about them,” answered Rowena.
“Yes,” sighed the child; “but all the nice things happened long ago. People say now that the fairies have gone away; I’m always watching for them. I went to Inverness one day with Nan. We saw two beautiful things there. One was the statue of Flora Macdonald with her dog—only I wish she’d had her kilt on—I believe she used to wear it when she was quite big! And the other was the Tom na hurisch. And when I saw that I said to myself I’d have one for everything that dies.”
“What is it?” asked Rowena. “I have never seen Inverness.”
“Tom na hurisch is the Fairies’ Hill, and they’ve buried people all over it now. I hope the fairies like it. I think they like people’s souls better than their bodies. You know it used to be rather dangerous for people to walk over their hills. They stole their souls out of them. A minister was found one day—at least his body was—and they thought he had had a fit; he wouldn’t speak or look or eat, and they took him home; he had been walking round Tom na hurisch—and the fairies kept him out of his body for three days, and then they brought him back. I can’t think why he couldn’t have remembered what they did with him; he would never talk about it, but he would never go near a Tom na hurisch again—never—all his life long! I wish the fairies would take me one day.”
“I would rather not have the experience,” Rowena said, laughing. “Who tells you all these stories?”
“Oh, Angus—him and me, we walk over the hills together; and he talks and I listen. Nan laughs at his stories. Nan is an unbeliever! I lie down under the bracken sometimes and watch for the little folk, but I never see them. I thought I did once.”
“You will one day! I wonder if you have heard the story of the laird out hunting. He was coming through his glen when he heard the most beautiful pipes playing; and he hid himself behind a tree; and he saw the fairies marching by, and their pipes playing as they went. The pipes shone in the sun, they were silver pipes with glass at the end of them. And the laird suddenly sprang out and threw his bonnet at them, and seized one of the pipes, calling out, ‘Mine to yours, and yours to me!’ And he wrapped the pipes up in his plaid and took them carefully home, and when he opened them there were some wisps of grass and a puff-ball at the end of them!”
Mysie listened breathlessly.
“Of course they wouldn’t have been fairy pipes, if they hadn’t been able to change. Fairies always play tricks like that. Did he never get his bonnet back again? I expect the fairies used it to sleep in. It would keep them warm on a wet night. Do tell me some more stories.”
So Rowena produced all the fairy stories she could think of, and Mysie drank them in like water.
One day she arrived over in a breathless state of excitement.
“Dad is coming to-morrow. He has been ill since the war, and he’s been from one hospital to another; and now he’s well again, only he wants to get away from people, and have a rest and quiet. He told Nan so in a letter. She’s to get the house ready, and she’s not to tell anyone that he’s coming.”
“And here have you told me!”
“So I have! What a pity! But you’re in your prison. I call you the prisoner of Tarlie. You won’t tell anybody, will you? It’s to be a secret. And I’ve quite made up my mind to get into his house and see him one day. I shan’t mind if he points a pistol at me!”
“At his own child! Is he a pirate king?”
“No—but he’s a Macdonald.”
Here the child threw her curls back and raised her head almost haughtily. “Angus tells me stories of all that the Macdonalds have said and done. He is one himself, so he kens well. And they never let anyone defy them or get the better of them, and Dad doesn’t want to see me. He has said it when Nan has asked him. He would like me swept away!” Here she threw out her small arms tragically. “But I mean to know him. I shall make him speak to me. I ought to be living in his house, not with Nan.”
Rowena looked at her with wonder.
“You are growing,” she said; “but you are still a baby in years, and your father knows it. Do you want to be sent to school? I suppose by rights you ought to be there now. I can’t think how you have escaped the school authorities!”
“But I told you; I learn lessons with the schoolmaster.”
“Oh, so you do; I had forgotten. Well, I hope you and your father will have a happy meeting.”
With a little wistfulness in her eyes, Mysie went down on her knees beside Rowena’s couch. Putting her arms round her neck she whispered:
“Do you think it could happen that he might love me?”
“I think it more than likely,” said Rowena, kissing her as she spoke.
And then Mysie sprang up and danced out into the sunshine.
“I have ridden over to tell you, and now I am going back to Nan; for I am going to help her get his house ready.”
Rowena lay on her bed looking out on the still blue and trying to recall the Hugh Macdonald she had once seen at her brother’s table. It was long ago before he had married, and he was then a thin eager-faced youth, with stern features and a very decided will of his own. He had been abroad for a good many years since then. And his marriage had altered him, people said. She had a dim recollection of a walk round the loch after dinner; but she was quite a young girl at the time. He had not impressed her, except perhaps that he had been too old in his ideas her then.
“If he doesn’t own that child, he ought to be ashamed of himself!” she muttered, and then a sudden restless fit took possession of her.
“I am like a mummy. I cannot stay indoors longer. It is breathless to-day. I will write to Noddy and demand release.”
She wrote; and by return received ‘the usual kind letter from the old doctor, saying that he had written to a local practitioner and had asked him to call and see her and give her his advice. The very next day the doctor appeared. He was a young man and arrived in his car, for he lived about fifteen miles away from her.
Rowena felt impatient as he put her through a regular catechism as to the beginning of the trouble.
“I have been pulled about by all the specialists in town,” she said. “I was not going to give up my freedom without a struggle; but they one and all said the same thing—that I must lie on my back for at least a year. I am not rebellious about that; but I can lie on my back out-of-doors as well as indoors, and I am an out-of-door sort of person.”
“There is not the slightest reason why you should not do it,” the young doctor said decidedly; “didn’t you say you had an invalid chair? Let me look at it.”
“Mrs. Mactavish will show it to you.”
He went out and was some time inspecting it. Then he came in.
“Your chair can be adapted easily to your needs. I know a clever young carpenter, and I’ll send him over to tinker it up, and lower the back, till you can lie flat upon it; then you can be out all day.”
“I want to vary my life, and sometimes lie out in the boat,” said Rowena. “Can you manage that for me?”
“Easily. You must have a flat-bottomed punt and a mattress. Have you anyone who can carry you? We want to prevent the jar to your spine that would be the result of your putting your feet to the ground.”
“I have two men who will manage that. Well—you have given me new life! I am very grateful.”
Young George Sturt looked at her with a smile.
“I should say you enjoy every moment of your existence,” he said, “from your looks.”
“My looks are deceptive,” Rowena assured him. “I am eaten up at times with an overwhelming envy for every one who can get about on his two legs. And I rage at my fate, and make myself furiously disagreeable to all who come my way.”
He laughed, gave her a little sound advice and took his departure. Rowena seized hold of Shags and hugged him.
“Shags, my angel, you and I are going to be Dryads. Wet or fine we will live out-of-doors. My hopes are now fixed upon the carpenter; only I mustn’t land poor Ted in too much expense over me. Otherwise I should wire to Glasgow for a flat-bottomed punt immediately. It’s a pity we don’t possess one.”
But when she interviewed Duncan a little later, she was reassured on that point, for he told her he knew a man who owned one and who would be glad to hire it to her for the season.
Mr. Sturt was as good as his word. The carpenter appeared and in a couple of days had done all that was required to her chair. It was a happy moment when she was lifted upon it and wheeled out upon the lawn. The weather was perfect: still and warm with an occasional gentle breeze from the lake.
Rowena lay still, inhaling the sweet air in a state of blissful content. Granny was delighted to see her there; and for three days from nine o’clock in the morning till nine at night, Rowena enjoyed life in her cushioned chair. On the third afternoon about half-past three, just at the drowsiest time in the whole of that summer’s day, a stranger walked briskly up the drive and rang at the front door. Rowena was fast asleep; she had neither seen nor heard his approach. She was roused by Granny’s gentle voice at her side.
“If you please, mem, ‘tis the laird himself—he hav’ come over on a question about his shootin’ at Tarlie Bottom. He was onawares any of the family were here, so maybe ye’ll be answerin’ him ye’self. It’s wanting to know if it’s let, he is.”
“Is he here, Granny?” Rowena asked, rousing herself.
“He’s waitin’ i’ the hoose.”
“Then ask him to come out here.”
In a few moments a tall dark-featured man was standing by Rowena’s chair, looking down on her with pity and concern in his eyes.
Rowena held out her hand and smiled in her radiant fashion.
“I am an old crock, but I can talk if I can do nothing else. We do know each other, though it is many years since we met. May I welcome you back? You have been away a long time, have you not?”
“I remember you well,” was his prompt reply. “I only saw you once, but your eyes haunted me. I have never seen such joyous ones since; and they are still the same. What has happened to you, may I ask?”
“A spill out riding.”
“But you’re not alone here? Where’s your brother?”
“In India. I am carrying out my doctor’s directions. I have no temptations in this quiet spot to evade them. Will you sit down?”
He took the garden chair close to her.
“I am sorry for you,” he said with feeling in his tone, “I was a crock for eighteen months in hospital after 1915, so I know what bed is. I never left it for twelve solid months.”
“That is my time—a year—and then I hope I shall be cured.”
His whole face softened.
“Ah,” he said, “when you’ve suffered yourself, you can feel for others.”
“Yes—and I dare say I was in need of a more sympathetic spirit,” said Rowena thoughtfully. “I have always laughed too much. I laugh at myself now. You want to know about our shooting. Ted has let it, I am afraid.”
They began to talk over estate matters, and then about sport in general. He seemed in no hurry to go; and presently began to revert to his own state of health.
“I am only here to patch myself up,” he said. “But they’ve chucked me out of the army—let me retire as Major-General. I suppose I ought to feel my life is over; but my brain is sound, and it makes me rage at times. What shall I do with myself here? Only vegetate.”
“Oh, no; if you are a reader, you won’t do that. It’s wonderful how much fuller we can store our brains than we do! I cannot fill my empty cells fast enough! Have you any hobbies?”
He shook his head.
“I’m a reader of sorts. I couldn’t have lived through my eighteen months without books.”
Then Rowena said suddenly: “Have you seen your child?”
His brows contracted.
“No. I’ve told her nurse I’ll see her in a day or two. I’ve been busy. Children aren’t in my line.”
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