Dwell Deep; Or, Hilda Thorn's Life Story
Copyright© 2026 by Amy Le Feuvre
Chapter 8: Drawn Together
‘As we meet and touch each day
The many travellers on our way,
Let every such brief contact be
A glorious helpful ministry.’
I have a very pleasant recollection of my arrival at Miss Rayner’s home. It was a lovely afternoon, bright and sunny, with a touch of frost in the air, when I reached the little country station. There was a trap waiting for me outside, in charge of a garrulous old coachman who was quite a character. When he had seen to my luggage and wrapped a fur rug round me, I noticed him taking a sidelong glance at me, and then he commenced, ‘You’re a fresh h’arrival here, I reckon, miss. We don’t so h’often have young lady visitors.’
‘You have had one of the Miss Forsyths,’ I said.
‘Well—yes, we have, h’and I don’t see much harm in her. She’s flighty, but she’s young, h’and time will mend that. H’are you closely h’intimated with the mistress?’
I smiled. ‘No, I cannot say that,’ I answered, ‘but I hope to be soon.’
He shook his head doubtfully. ‘She’s no h’ordinary female. Hi’m no great lover of the weaker sex, but hi’ll say this for Miss Helen, h’and I’ve known her from the time I took her h’out h’on her first pony, she’s a deal more sensibility than many h’of h’us men! I h’often says to Susan, who h’is a poor h’useless body with a very long tongue, h’and it’s h’only the mistress’s kindness to keep such h’an h’old pottering body h’on, for she’s h’always making an h’ado about nothing. I says, “Susan, the mistress h’is h’almost h’equal to a master,” and that’s saying a good deal. She holds herself high, and she’s h’impatient like of women folks; but she has a proper respect for me that has been in the family so long, and though it is laughable how she thinks she has me in leading-strings and manages me h’entirely, I h’affords her that pleasure, h’and goes my h’own way. Ah! She’s a fine woman, Miss Helen is!’
With these and similar remarks he beguiled my drive, and though I smiled at the self-importance of his tone, I could tell that he was an attached and faithful servant. We stopped at length at a gate, drove through it up a short avenue of limes, and then came to one of the prettiest old-fashioned farmhouses that I have ever been in. It was a long, low gable-roofed house, with latticed casements, and autumn-tinted creepers covering the old grey stone and porch. The door was open, and two large dogs darted out to welcome us. When I stepped inside a cheery-looking old woman appeared in a very large cap and apron.
‘Miss Thorn, isn’t it, my dear? The mistress was called out on a matter of business, and she asked me to make you comfortable. Come this way, miss; you’ll be glad of a bit of a fire after your cold drive?’
She led me through the square hall, wainscoted up to the ceiling with old oak, and having an oaken staircase with very thick balustrades on either side going up from the middle of it, into a long, low room which, with crimson druggeting on the floor, and the same coloured curtains to the windows, looked very cosy and bright in the firelight.
She left me saying she would bring in tea, and I, seating myself in an easy chair by the fire, spread out my feet in front of the blaze, and looked about me curiously. Comfort certainly was more studied than elegance in this room. No flimsy draperies or works of art adorned the chairs and couches. A small square oak table stood in the centre of the room. On it was a beautiful chrysanthemum, some magazines and papers, and a pair of riding gloves thrown carelessly down. Two large crimson-covered couches occupied the deep recesses on either side of the fire place. A well-filled bookcase stood opposite between the pretty casement windows, and a stand of ferns at the end of the room was in front of another window, through which I could catch a glimpse of some distant hills and the setting sun disappearing behind them. The walls, like the hall, were wainscoted with old oak, but some beautiful water-colours and old china relieved their somewhat sombre hue.
The old servant soon returned, wheeling in a round table up to the fire, and bringing in a tempting-looking tea with plenty of hot cakes and scones.
‘Help yourself, miss,’ she said, in a motherly sort of tone; ‘the mistress may be out some time yet. I hope you didn’t find the open trap cold. John, he will have his way sometimes, but I said to him you would have been better with the closed wagonette. I hope John didn’t make too free, miss? He has a longer tongue, I tell him, than any woman’s; but he has seen a deal of life! He was London born and bred, and goes up every year to visit his friends there. He’s getting old now, as I am myself; but though he speaks sharp, he’s as easy to be managed as a baby. Any one can twist him round with their little finger, so long as they just flatter him a bit.’
How I laughed to myself when she left me, and wondered when they both got together whose tongue was the longest!
I enjoyed the tea provided for me, and liked the quiet and solitude—such a contrast to the Forsyths’ afternoon meal. Then, as no one came, a sudden longing took possession of me to try my violin. The dusky twilight, and the fire flickering over the quaint, old-fashioned room, seemed to bring me into a world of fancy.
I had my violin with me, as I would never trust my case in any other hand but mine, and so, slipping off my jacket, I was soon in a dream, playing on and on without a thought of my present surroundings.
I don’t know how long I played, but as the last note died away a brisk voice said from the further side of the room, —
‘Bravo! I like to hear any one play without being conscious of listeners.’
I started. It was Miss Rayner, leaning back in an easy chair, who spoke; but when I apologised for making myself so at home, she said sharply, ‘Tut, child! No company manners here, or I shall wish you away. Now I want some tea. How long have you been here?’
I told her, and then she said,
‘And what do you think of my invitation? Are you pleased to be here?’
‘Yes, I think I am,’ I said honestly. ‘I was a little shy about it at first; but now I have come, it seems so restful and quiet.’
‘That’s because I was out,’ she said, with a short laugh; ‘but I will allow it is a quieter house than the one you have left. When do they leave for town?’
‘To-morrow.’
‘And are you longing to be with them?’
There was a quizzical gleam in her eye, as my gaze met hers.
‘No,’ I said a little gravely; ‘they would rather be without me, and I should not be happy with them.’
‘You evidently do not shake in well with them. Ah, well! I will not catechise you too closely the first evening. I shall soon find out what your special fads and crotchets are. Now, would you like to come upstairs to your room? I dine at half-past seven, and it is nearly seven now. Have you made friends with Susan? I call her my maid-of-all-work—she was my mother’s maid years ago, and has stuck to me ever since. I have a very small establishment, as you perceive. Susan is house, parlour, and lady’s-maid all in one, with only a young girl to help her. John is coachman, groom, and gardener combined, and an old cook completes our household.’
‘But who helps in the—the poultry farm?’ I asked, as I followed her up the old-fashioned staircase.
‘I keep a man and a boy for that part of the business; they sleep out of the house.’
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